Tuesday, January 19, 2010

[I keep making excuses for you]

It was different then...
you were different ...
can't decide if this was you all along
or something changed in you along the way
I remember the rare moments...
the ones I never knew were possible
something you feel was fake, comes to life
special as they were, I wasn't special enough for you

I wonder if you lied to me..
or if something just changed, right then.
I'll never know, I'll never ask
I don't know if I'll ever see your face again..
Either way you haunt me in my thoughts, all day long..
your images keep going on and on through my mind,
like a movie memories keep replaying.
I wish I could turn them off but I'm so far down...
 I can't even begin to know how..

you've alway been good at playing with my mind.
well you definitely won this time...
cause i finally forfeited your game.
it hurts to quit, but i'd rather stop now...
and let this be it.

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